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Mon, 26 Mar 2012 04:43:00 -0700 Untitled http://pamabrew.posterous.com/115744434 http://pamabrew.posterous.com/115744434

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Mon, 26 Mar 2012 04:24:00 -0700 A love letter made for you for her by me. http://pamabrew.posterous.com/a-love-letter-made-for-you-for-her-by-me http://pamabrew.posterous.com/a-love-letter-made-for-you-for-her-by-me

Dear You,

It was one autumn day when we first met. The day I was on the brink of loosing myself because of loneliness. The day I thought it would be just make-believe of me being loved by someone. I was scared to look at you, scared that you might just being too friendly, afraid that you might just be a passerby in my world of pretence.

You held my hand and felt the warmth of your thoughtfulness, giving me reasons to smile and now giving life to my fade away dreams. The moment we spent laughing and running town, those chilly nights you were by my side and those consoling moments you have given me, all of those were now memories of days gone by.

I was there when you said you can’t see me in the airport, I was there seeing you holding her hands while she-having her greatest downfall. I was there half-hearted and was on my utmost moment of braveness. I can see clearly how your eyes glow beautifully just by being with her. I was there breaking into pieces.

I still remember the night you called up and said that you were missing me, the night you felt so alone and needing someone to be there for you. It was vividly real that you told me that you need me and that you don’t want to lose me. I knew you were lying then but I guess that was the sweetest lie I’ll want to hear forever. I try hard to understand what you see in her that’s not in me.

But still, I have this burning hope of one day you’ll knock on my door and decided to stay. I still have that one lighted hope that maybe one day you would realized that it’s me that you really love, it’s me that you really need. That one day there will be a lighted star in my darkest day, in my empty cold heart.

Anyway that you’ll need me, anywhere you’ll be wanting me I’ll be free to lend my time. I’ll be there when one day she’ll need her space again and I’ll be more than willing to fill her place. If there would be one thing that I would be thankful for, it would be being broken. It would be the feeling of being loved and being broken at the same time. Thank you for the broken heart. I don’t get to feel that but at least it’s with you.


Always,

Your part time lover.


PS: Made this for you just to let you know that I feel you girl.

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